Sunday, January 2, 2011

new years resolution 2: quit smoking cigarettes


i remember the first time i smoked a Newport...

it was in 2003, the day before a friend named Heather had given me a Marlboro Light. i had just been hired at copymax and everyone had stepped outside for a smoke break. i didn't want to be left out so i decided i was going to join them. Heather pulled out the white and gray box and proceeded to offer me one. not wanting to look like a fool i hesitantly took one out of the pack, lit the cigarette and proceeded to inhale the smoke. i was not impressed but i smiled like i was. i went home and told Sleaze how i was a big g
irl because i had smoked my first cig. he laughed and said i was a fool. the next morning on my way to work i went to the store but instead of buying Marlboro Lights i discovered.......................Newport Pleasure!!!!


that was 8 years ago i am still HOOKED on Newports. Newports have just become a part of my normal day. first thing i do when i open my eyes; look for a Newport. when it's time to go drop a load in the bathroom; i fire up a Newport. don't let me get into a car; because i instantly want a Newport! kids plucking nerves-Newport; hungry but don't feel like cooking-Newport; mad at anyone for anything- multiple Newports!!!! smoking Newports run my life and i'm ready for a change, or so i say. even as i type this, knowing that Newports are dangerous for me, all i can think about is when i am finish i should go smoke a Newport. while it's a laughing matter to some poeple, it's a un-wanted yet demanded part of the person that i have become. i am addicted to Newport pleasure. oh no.......


some way i will quit smoking Newports this year! they are cutting a hole in our pockets and in our health. i can smell the difference in your clothes, hair, fingers, etc. i know all of this...but...right now...i could really use a Newport!

No comments:

Post a Comment